heart-to-heart

Friday at work I had another heart-to-heart with my boss. I do believe that is two in the last three months...which is a huge feat since, well, my boss doesn't have heart-to-hearts with anyone (well maybe his wife).

Anyway we were talking about my future. He has been giving me pretty good advice and I think it has helped me with my fear of commitment. I've decided to apply to jobs in CA (yes, yes, I know it's the last place I've wanted to be...but if it's meant to be, it will happen). Most of the jobs I've been eyeing down there/contemplating applying for, are all still open. I guess once I actually apply I will know if I'm meant to be in CA.

Back to the heart-to-heart. Once I've finished finals he wants me to start working more hours (roughly 40hrs/week) so I can save money up for my move. He also suggested the owner talk to some acquaintances in Chico for me to see if there are any openings. The one guy I use to think could care less about my career, is probably one of the few that has been making every effort possible to help me advance my career. He may not have every local connection but he really does do all he can to help me make the right decisions. And I will probably be forever grateful for his advice.

I had my last finals as an undergraduate today. I've had a few slight panic attacks. One of my classes had a comprehensive final (worst thing ever), so I studied and studied and studied and now I just have to wait for the results. The final was half of our grade....so that pretty much determines how you do in the class, which in all honesty is what freaks me out. I struggle on tests under pressure. All I can do now is keep my fingers crossed, hold my breath, and hope for the best.

That is probably good for now. I keep forgetting a song...so here is todays :) Enjoy it and have a happy Monday!