...reoccurring theme...

I'm sitting on my bed writing this, rather than writing the paper that is due tomorrow...hmm...Sound familiar? I do believe the last time I posted on here was avoiding another paper.

'Good Feelin' is on repeat, my paper is half way done, and there is not a drop of motivation left. Instead I'm starting to slightly panic about things that don't even matter. For instance I decided that instead of working on my assignment I would google 'when should I start applying for jobs'. All that did was cement the fact that I am in fact not on top of anything, rather WAY behind. According to those on Google, I should have been applying last year, and at the absolute latest in September when my semester started. In addition to that if I want a job in another state I should have an address in that state or else expect to be moved to the bottom of the pile. Well...thats real promising...

I don't even know where I'm going to be when I graduate. Even if I try to make a plan for my future it doesn't mean that's how things will work out. The unknown is...well...quite frankly, FREAKIN' me out!

Well, probably should get back to work...if I don't soon, I'll find something else to distract me.

Have a goodnight.